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the reason


i'm not a perfect person
there's many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt you
it's something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why i need you to hear

i've found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i'm not a perfect person
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you

running away



i don't want you, to give it all up
and leave your own life, collecting dust
and i don't want you, to feel sorry for me
you never gave us, a chance to be

and i don't need you, to be by my side
to tell me, that everything's alright
i just wanted you, to tell me the truth
you know i'd do that for you

so why are you running away?
why are you running away?

cause i did enough, to show you that i
was willing to give, and sacrifice
and i was the one, who was lifting you up
when you thought your life, had had enough

and when i get close, you turn away
there's nothing, that i can do or say
so now I need you, to tell me the truth
you know i'd do that for you

so why are you running away?
why are you running away?

is it me, is it you?
nothing that, i can do
to make you, change your mind

is it me, is it you?
nothing that, i can do
is it a, waste of time?

crawling in the dark


i will dedicate
and sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth
to find my story's ending
and i wish i could know if the directions that i take
and all the choices that i make won't end up all for nothing

show me what it's for
make me understand it
i've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
is there something more than what i've been handed?
i've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer

help me carry on
assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes
to navigate the darkness
will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
will i ever get to see the ending to my story?

so when and how will i know?
how much further do i have to go?
and how much longer till I finally know?
because i'm looking and i just can't see what's in front of me
in front of me

same direction



whenever i step outside, somebody claims to see the light
it seems to me that all of us have lost our patience
cause everyone thinks they're right, and nobody thinks that there just might
be more than one road to our final destination

but i'm not ever going to know if i'm right or wrong
cause we're all going in the same direction
and i'm not sure which way to go because all along
we've been going in the same direction

i'm tired of playing games, of looking for someone else to blame
for all the holes in answers that are clearly showing
for something to fill the space, was all of the time i spent a waste
cause so many choices point the same way i was going...

but i'm not ever going to know if i'm right or wrong
cause we're all going in the same direction
and i'm not sure which way to go because all along
we've been going in the same direction

going in the same direction
same direction

so why does there only have to be one correct philosophy?
i don't want to go and follow you just to end up like one of them
and why are you always telling me what you want me to believe?
i'd like to think that i can go my own way and meet you in the end

but i'm not ever going to know...
if i'm right or wrong
cause we're all going in the same direction
and i'm not sure which way to go because all along
we've been going in the same direction

going in the same direction
same direction

out of control



i've done everything as you say
i've followed your rules without question
i thought it'd would help me see things clearly
but instead of helping me to see
i look around and it's like i'm blinded

i'm spinning out of control
out of control

where should i go?
what should i do?
i don't understand what you want from me
cause i don't know
if i can trust you
i don't understand what you want from me

i feel like i'm spinning out of control
try to focus but everything's twisted
and all alone i thought you would be there
to let me know i'm not alone
but in fact that's exactly what i was

i'm spinning out of control
out of control

where should i go?
what should i do?
i don't understand what you want from me
cause i don't know
if i can trust you
or all of the things you've said to me

i may never know the answer
to this endless mystery

where should i go?
what should i do?
i don't understand what you want from me

it's in a mystery

out of control
i'm spinning out of control

where should i go?
what should i do?
i don't understand what you want from me
cause i don't know
if i can trust you
all the things you've said to me

and i may never know the answer
to this endless mystery

where should i go?
what should i do?
i don't understand what you want from me

i'm spinning out of control
out of control