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last resort


cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
suffocation, no breathing
don't give a fuck
if i cut my arm bleeding

this is my last resort

cut my life into pieces
i've reached my last resort
suffocation, no breathing
don't give a fuck
if i cut my arm bleeding
do you even care
if i die bleeding?

would it be wrong
would it be right
if i took my life tonight
chances are that i might
mutilation out of sight
and i'm contemplating suicide

cause i'm losing my sight,
losing my mind,
wish somebody would tell me i'm fine
losing my sight ,
losing my mind,
wish somebody would tell me i'm fine

i never realized
i was spread too thin
till it was too late
and i was empty within
hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin
downward spiral, where do i begin
it all started when i lost my mother
no love for myself
and no love for another
searching to find a love upon a higher level
finding nothing but questions and devils

cause i'm losing my sight
losing my mind,
wish somebody would tell me i'm fine
losing my sight,
losing my mind,
wish somebody would tell me i'm fine

nothing's alright
nothing is fine
i'm running and i'm crying
i'm crying

i can't go on living this way

cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
suffocation, no breathing
don't give a fuck
if i cut my arm bleeding
would it be wrong
would it be right?
if i took my life tonight
chances are that i might.
mutilation out of sight.
and i'm contemplating suicide.

cause i'm losing my sight
losing my mind,
wish somebody would tell me i'm fine
losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i'm fine

nothing's alright
nothing is fine

i'm running and i'm crying

i can't go on living this way

can't go on
living this way
nothing's all...right!

between angels and insects

there's no money, there's no possessions, only obsession
i don't need that shit, take my money, take my obsession

i just wanna be heard, loud and clear are my words, comin’ from within man
tell ‘em what you heard, it's about a revolution
in your heart and in your mind, you can find the conclusion
lifestyle and obsession, diamond rings get you nothin’ but a lifelong lesson
and your pocketbook stressin’, you're a slave to the system
workin jobs that you hate, for that shit you don't need
it's too bad the world is based on greed, step back and see
stop thinkin’ bout yourself, start thinkin’ bout

there's no money, there's no possession, only obsession, i don't need that shit
take my money, take my possession, take my obsession, i don't need that shit

cuz everything is nothing, and emptiness is in everything
this reality is really just a fucked up dream
with the flesh and the blood that you call your soul, flip it inside out
it's a big black hole, take your money burn it up like an asteroid
possessions, they are never gonna fill the void, take it away
and learn the best lesson, the heart, the soul, the life, the passion

there's no money, there's no possession, only obsession, i don't need that shit
take my money, take my possession, take my obsession, i don't need that shit

money, possession, obsession, present yourself, press your clothes
comb your hair, clock in, you just can't win, just can't win
and the things you own, own you nooooooow!

take my money, take my possession, take my obsession, i don't need that shit
fuck your money, fuck your possession, fuck your obsession, i don't need that shit
money, possession, obsession, i don't need that shit

broken home

broken home
all alone
broken home
all alone

i can't seem to fight these feelings
i'm caught in the middle of this
my wounds are not healing
i'm stuck in between my parents
i wish i had someone to talk to
someone to i could confide in
i just wanna know the truth
i just wanna know the truth

want to know the truth

broken home
all alone
i know my mother loves me
but does my father even care
if i'm sad or angry
you were never ever there
when i needed you
i hope you regret what you did
i think i know the truth
your father did the same to you
did the same to you

i'm crying day and night now
what is wrong with me
i cannot fight now
i feel like a weak link
crying day and night now
what is wrong with me
i cannot fight now
i feel like a weak link

a weak link

broken home
all alone

it feels bad to be alone
crying by yourself, living in a broken home
how could i tell it so all y'all could feel it
depression strikes hard just like my old earth would tell it
to me, her son, she told me i'm the one
pain bottled up about to blow like a gun
stories that i tell are nonfiction
and you can't take it back cause it's already done

broken home
broken home

can't seem to fight these feelings
caught in the middle of this
my wounds are not healing
stuck in between my parents

broken home
broken home