cold
looking back at me i see
that i never really got it right
i never stopped to think of you
i'm always wrapped up in
things i cannot win
you are the antidote that gets me by
something strong
like a drug that gets me high
what i really meant to say
is i'm sorry for the way i am
i never meant to be so cold
to you i'm sorry about all the lies
maybe in a different light
you could see me stand on my own again
cause now i can see
you were the antidote that got me by
something strong like a drug that got me high
i never meant to be so cold
i never really wanted you to see
the screwed up side of me that i keep
locked inside of me so deep
it always seems to get to me
i never really wanted you to go
so many things you should have known
i guess for me theres just no hope
i never meant to be so cold