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blind


i think of you... like i often do
when i hear the rain... on my window pane
gently tapping at the glass
like your gently touching fingers
just looking for the smile
i give to you

you can feel what no one feels
you can hear what no one hears
just looking for the smile
i give to you

and your darkness speaks and has eyes to see...
you know me by my voice
but you know so much more then...
"don´t fight the walls... they´re here for all!"
was what you said to me... once
i looked into your eyes
and i knew you were right

you can feel what no one feels...

and your darkness speaks and has eyes to see...
i know that you can win
this lifelong game we´re in
"hey! darkness is a state of mind!
i can go where you would stumble!"
was what you said to me
and i knew you were right

you can feel what no one feels...

now i fall

sometimes i can't fall asleep
you lie beside me and i weep
dancing shadown on the wall
onceyou caught me ... now i fall

sometimes i feel love and trust
turn to anger and disgust
crawling darkness in between
no light in reach ... no silver sheen

sometimes i feel so ashamed
to be mercilessly framed
idle hands and eyes that stare
but no escape that i would dare

... love and trust ...

pain increasing every day
no truth left i won't betray
one day our way leads to an end
why do i cry ... i understand

that it's too late for me to go
i should have left you years ago
beyond this point of no return

underneath the veil

sand to sand... dust to dust...
do i know whom to trust?
do i know what life could be?
i know what i've seen!

promises almost kept...
everything that you once said
seems to be just a lie
but might is right!

underneath the veil...
i saw a stirring...
underneath the veil…

it may come out of the blue
unbelievable but true
all and more than you could fear
has happened here

i'll show you what it's like
standing on the other side
but on the way to the end
i'll hold your hand...

underneath the veil...
i saw a stirring...
underneath the veil…

look at yourself and the comfort you live in
you know what you've got when you know what you've given
to the silence...
when there's nowhere else to go but...

underneath the veil...
i saw a stirring...
underneath the veil...

for you i'm bleeding

here i am
darkness night
is masking the cold
that embraces me

can't you see
truth means fear
your lying breath
never will resist

alone i sit here waiting
watching the world
in it's agony

because i have seen
my future
my crying face
no cure i'm longing for

and no healer
heals the evil
i sought truth for you
condemned to fail

for you, for you
i'm bleeding
and every new dawn
ends in bitterness ...

closer still

the watery light that mirrors in your desirable eyes
the way you move your lips
while talking to somebody else
i move a little closer just to hear what you say
you speak of loneliness but here's a soul adoring you

it's a wounded heart
it breaks in two
and in it's pain
it sings for you

it's a wounded heart
that feels afraid
moves closer still
fulfills its fate

your freedom's poverty that you do not recognize
the way you stalk the night
while talking to somebody else
i move a little closer just to know who you are
a slightly glowing ember i'm the breeze igniting you

your smile incredibly sweet
that's what i cannot bear
i seek the friendly water
anything to sooth my desire

you're moving out of my night
and there will be no dawn
all that could have been
remains with me internally lost

...can manage

i lie beside you
it's a love to celebrate
coming nearer... stay away
you'll need my fist to understand
the wall between us makes me blind
makes me blind

i want to keep your...
your image in my brain
tears stay nice to dry by me
you know i like it if you cry
it's hard to hide my secrets from you
hard to hide

it's you i want to keep
that's why i love you
it's you i want to keep
that's why i love you
that's why i love you

je vous adore, mon ami
souvereign de torture
souvereign de vice
ta main qui ne cherche que mon bonheur

les cicatrices sur ma peau
m'en souvient que tu m'aimes...
que m'aimes-tu!

jamais je ne démasquerai notre mystère
je le garderai pour toujours
n'ai pas peur... je crirai

i want you shy
i want you hurl curing
under darkest bedroom skies
control our want... it's pain i give
guess beeing souls are floating in my ear
in my ear

i chose your fear
i chose your ability
oh, i need your rear company
your velvet scratched under me
what shall i do with your tenderness, my dear?

it's you i want to keep
that's why i love you

it's you... i want to keep
it's you... that's why i love you
what shall i do with your tenderness, my dear?

care for you

and when winter comes around
you'll need your winter shoes
but if winter's still about
to get too cold for you
you'll need someone to keep you warm...

someone to help you through the storm…
someone who's good...
doing no harm...
...and he'll say...

...i care for you... i'm there
... i'm there for you...i care...

and when the time is right
you'll wear your wedding shoes
and if this life still seems to be
not quite enough for you
you'll find someone to help you out...
someone to miss and dream about
that being in love...
is doing no harm...
...and he'll say...

...i care for you... i'm there
…i'm there for you... i care...

once in a lifetime

it´s getting dark... too soon... a threatening silence...
surrounding me... a wind... comes up from the islands...
when distance fades to stormy grey
washed out from the deep of the ocean
here i will stand to face your wrath...
while all the others are praying

calm down my heart... don´t beat so fast...
don´t be afraid just once in a lifetime
calm down my heart... don´t beat so fast...
don´t be afraid just once in a lifetime
no rain can wash away my tears
no wind can soothe my pain
you made me doubt, you made me fear
but now i´m not the same
you took my wife, my unborn son...
torn into the deep of the ocean
i don´t pretend that i love you
´cause there is nothing left to lose

and when silence comes back to me
i find myself feeling lonely
standing here on the shores of destiny
i find myself feeling lonely
i had a life to give... many dreams to live...
don´t you know that you´re losing so much this time
beyond the waves... i will be free
while all the others are praying

calm down my heart... don´t beat so fast...
don´t be afraid just once in a lifetime
calm down my heart... don´t beat so fast...
don´t be afraid just once in a lifetime
no rain can wash away my tears
no wind can soothe my pain
you made me doubt, you made me fear
but now i´m not the same
you took my wife, my unborn son...
torn into the deep of the ocean
i don´t pretend that i love you
´cause there is nothing left to lose

the love in you, it does not burn,
there is no lesson you can learn
and there are sounds you cannot hear,
and there are feelings you can´t feel

calm down my heart... don´t beat so fast...
don´t be afraid just once in a lifetime

i don´t pretend that i love you
and this time i´m not scared of you

the sparrows and the nightingales

how long have you been free
in this world of hate and greed
is it black or is it white
let's find another compromise

and our future´s standing still
we're dancing in the spotlight
where is the leader who leads me
i'm still waiting ...

leaving home ...
and god is on your side
dividing sparrows from the nightingales
watching all the time
dividing water from the burning fire ... inside

and god is on your side
dividing cruelty from tenderness
watching all the time
dividing fiction from reality

move in circles walk on lines no human being in sight
calm the winds and calm the seas
let´s try another kind of peace
who fights this holy civil war
a million men in uniform
wo ist der führer der mich führt?
ich warte immer noch ...!

and god is on your side
dividing presence from our history
watching all the time
dividing deaf men from the listening ones

leave a light on in the night for me, that i can find you
remember when we both where young and reckless and so curious ...

now you're hiding from your child ...
a new day's dawning
remember that you felt alive, sometimes ...

and god is on your side
dividing soldiers from the fisherman
watching all the time
dividing warships from the ferryboats

love is strange

love, love ist strange
lot of people take it for a game

once you get it
you´re in an awful fix
after you´ve had it
you never want to quit

many people
they don´t understand ... no, no
they think loving
is money in the hand

your sweet loving
is better than a kiss
when you leave me
sweet kisses i miss

kein zurück

weißt du noch, wie's war
kinderzeit... wunderbar...
die welt ist bunt und schön
bis du irgendwann begreifst
dass nicht jeder abschied heißt
es gibt auch ein wiedersehen

immer vorwärts, schritt um schritt ... es geht kein weg zurück!
und was jetzt ist, wird nie mehr ungeschehen
die zeit läuft uns davon, was getan ist, ist getan
was jetzt ist, wird nie mehr so geschehen

ein wort zuviel im zorn gesagt
'n schritt zu weit nach vorn gewagt
schon ist es vorbei
was auch immer jetzt getan
was ich gesagt hab´, ist gesagt
und was wie ewig schien ist schon vergangenheit

ach, und könnt' ich doch nur ein einz'ges mal die uhren rückwärts drehen
denn wieviel von dem, was ich heute weiß, hätt' ich lieber nie gesehen

dein leben dreht sich nur im kreis
so voll von weggeworfener zeit
und deine träume schiebst du endlos vor dir her
du willst noch leben irgendwann
doch wenn nicht heute, wann denn dann...?
denn irgendwann ist auch ein traum zu lange her

kaufraush

fear that threatens you inside you can run
but you can't hide things you've never seen before
and more ... and more ... and more ...

strange ideas you have been taught
and false prophets got you caught
no way out ... this cage is made of thoughts
get more and more

work your fingers to the bone
for all the useless things you own
happiness can not be bought
but you want more and more

you can't control your hunger
deep down within
you can't solve the mystery
of right and sin
no apparent difference
will make it clear
not the slightest trace of hope
relieves your fear

envy and prosperity
wrapped in concrete
draw the bitter consequence
entire defeat
trapped in neon wilderness
oh, wasted land
fat and ugly humanoids
can't find no vent

upstairs

i am dreaming, i'm screaming
but making no sound
i'm the nighmare from upstairs
and i'm coming down

from silence to violence
in a single step
try to leave or retrieve
what i can't forget

i can see what i'll be
when i'm going on
i can't heal it, can't feel it
if i'm doing wrong

it's burning, it's yearning
it's spinning around
let it shout, tear it out, save me
from this unholy being...

gates

alone ... but you're feeling allright
it's a lie, you're feeling good because

strange men want you to
easy way to run away from yourself
it's a lie, no-one gets out of here alive

and everyone feels happy
everyone feels great
today ... walking through these gates
wake up my dear ... it's killing day

betrayed and kissed goodbye
live your life, don't think about the reasons for it all
following the line that never ends
the moon is looking down at fool's who always fail

and everyone feels happy...

i won't believe

i won't believe

i won't believe every lie
just 'cause you said you're mine
i won't believe that your heart's
been cheating from the start
i won't believe it's just a game
i won't believe it's just the same... again

i won't believe... you could be far away
but staying on my mind
i've to believe... at last, there won't be
anything that's left behind, my friend...
i understand, that you just saw
the signs, but not their sense
and laid your trust in me... i won't believe…

i won't believe...
that you will be there at all...
you know... that i believe...
this is what a friend is for...
i said i won't believe, but then...
i understand that you could see
the signs but not their sense...
don't lay your trust in me...

wundervoll

lichtermeer... farbenrausch...
spiegelglanz... schall und rauch...
gedanken die vorüberziehen...
vision aus schweiß und endorphin...

allein mit mir im rythmusraum
vergeht die zeit ganz wie im traum
hier geht die sonne immer auf
und ich tanz' einfach weiter

...wunderbar... wundervoll...
...superschön... supertoll...
...wunderbar... wundervoll...

abgetanzt... durchgemacht...
ist das nicht schon die dritte nacht
die ich mich um mich selber dreh'
nur um mich selbst nicht mehr zu seh'n?

im grunde kann ich gar nicht mehr,
fühl mich einsam, fühl' mich leer...
dann geht die sonne wieder auf
und ich tanz' einfach weiter

i don't love you anymore

don´t understand you saying
"our seas were always rough!"
we had to make it up someway
but years were not enough

i will not praise the times we had
and won´t deny that i feel sad
the silence speaks for you and me
while we´re dancing

ref.: i don´t love you anymore
and we´re dancing
you´re not the one i´m falling for
but we are dancing

i will not praise the times we had...
look at what we have today
i can´t live without you!
that´s not what i want to say
but it seens so true

i will not praise the times we had...

so many good times that we had
(i) can´t help myself... i feel so sad...
i wish that you would speak to me
while we´re dancing

listen!

you are so near to me
fall carefully!
in love you could be the one
the one for me
it's time to change dust into ivory
it's time to kiss your lips
to ask: "please, would you marry me?"

(the obvious fact that) scars remain (and how to cope with it)

grapes of wrath are fruits of passion
fulsome hands don't feel repentance
seek the reason, find an answer
why do only scars remain ...
mirror, mirror on the wall

a mean and ugly you can't understand
a taste of freedom, insufficient
but it's all that's left to be ...
mirror, mirror on the wall

don't be frightened, don't be anxious
a new attempt and you fall further down
come on defy indifference
and the sun will shine for you again ...
mirror, mirror on the wall