elephant woman

angel i can see myself in your eyes
angel won’t you feel for me from your heart
do return my heart to me
no don’t insist i’m already hurt

elephant girl
it was an accident unfortunate
angel threw me like a rubber man
aiming for the ground
why amuse yourself in such way
no don’t insist i’m already hurt

lay me down on the ground softly softly
don’t remove my head hurts much too much

you never return it
well i wouldn’t miss it
i shed no tears for broken me
you never know it my peace of mind
now inside and outside are matching

why amuse yourself in such way
no don’t insist i’m already hurt
if you never return it
will it break your wings
will you shed no tear for broken me

equus

allow me to show you!
the way which i, i know you!

sometimes i think i must
just let you be a horse
all i want is to be a rider
to be part of you

afraid so afraid
to lose you
if someone looks at you
turn into donkey
pretend you are lame

equus by nature
timid creature
ready to run away
equus by nature
timid creature
cares nothing
for the plans they made

i will hide you
will protect you
won’t let anyone
take you away

falling man

tell me how you seek your man
and tell me all your secret spells
tell me how you learn
to tell by his voice that he fell

i know a ghost will walk through walls
yet i am just a man still learning how to fall

try to re-imagine me
and i’ll re-invent myself
still i remember scenes
of when you looked at someone else

i know a ghost can walk through the wall
yet i am just a man still learning how to fall

when you start doubting me
then i start to doubt myself
and never look through me
cause i’ll keep close to myself

i know a ghost can walk through the wall
yet i am just a man still learning how to fall

i am what i am
and what i am is who i am
i know what i know
and all i know is that i fell
if only i could walk through walls
then maybe i would tell you who i was
yet i am just a man still learning how to fall

misery is a butterfly

dearest jane i should’ve known better
but i couldn’t say hello, i didn’t know why
but now i think, i think you were sad
yes you were, you were, you were

what i say, i say only to you
cause i love and i love only you
dearest jane, i want to give you a dream
that no one has given you

remember when we found misery
we watched her, watched her spread her wings
and slowly fly around our room
and she asked for your gentle mind

misery is a butterfly
her heavy wings will warp your mind
with her small ugly face
and her long antenna
and her black and pink heavy wings

remember when we found misery
we watched her, watched her spread her wings
and slowly fly around our room
and she asked for your gentle mind

in particular

lying on my back. i heard music
felt unsure and catastrophic. had to tell myself it's only music
it blows my mind, but it's like that

is anyone there? what could you tell me?
afraid of what? would you ever know?
everyone else is really boring
anyone else wouldn't be good enough

some place safe i would imagine
someone new would be so cruel
incurable paranoiac. hysterical depression

x. x, x. alex, i'm your only friend
x. x, x. alex, your love will sing for you

x. x, x. alex, i'm your only friend
x. x, x. alex, your love will sing for you

some place safe i would imagine
someone new would be so cruel
incurable paranoiac. hysterical depression

ah. x, x. x. alex
x. x, x. alex. x, x
x. x, x. alex
x. x, x. alex, your love will sing for you

pink love

i won’t bind my strings to you
but build my world besides you
watching you draw a line
some say you are, you are
just like a butterfly
whose broken wings will spread
to softly feel your mood
over the blue sky full of you
pink love, pink love, pink love
just like a fairytale

my only reason naturally
starts to get to me
pushing my way through
mesh of life
i want to kiss the sickness of mind
my heart without reason
sunken to deep disappointment
spreads over universe
with a knife
i want to bleed out distress like this

it’s not just a fairytale
it's painted by me
it’s not just loneliness between you and i
if on magic mountain you find you can breath
then stay and don’t look back
to the blue woven sky

storms of petals are pouring down
pushing their way through our pink love
so many polka dots painted by me
spreads over universe for you
and i, i want to kiss
pink love, pink love
i want to kiss
pink love, pink love
in my mind
i state myself
the clock is ticking without you
some may say illness
so called so called love
the sickness of mind

magic mountain

at magic mountain
nobody sings today
nobody speaks today
close my eyes
and hope to see
weeks go by like a day
in a lowland

i live up on magic mountain
no one leaves magic mountain

at magic mountain
nothing changes
everything stays the same
cross my heart
and hope to leave
all the time
with a little fever

i stay here on magic mountain
no one leaves magic…

my heart hears you sing
my heart sees you speak
but i never make it in the flatlands
i must stay on magic mountain

oh james

k: "what? do you want me?
what are you waiting?
love was ill and
no...no...no!!"

"say...what your name is and
say...what's the magic?
kill your sad expressions
nobody should touch
what's in your heart!!"

a: "what i'm trying to sell
isn't all the same.
and what is every side? sensual?
and would be in distance
it's just a genuine need
for an average man
you and i nothing more
than love what i love"

there's someone watching you

k: "love all your sad expenses
just a little more
will you ever live it?
will you ever know?"

what? do you want me?
what are you waiting?
love was ill and
no...no...no!!"

a: "what i'm trying to sell
isn't all the same.
and what is every side? sensual?
and would be in distance
it's just a genuine need
for an average man
you and i nothing more
than love what i love"

there's someone watching you

maddening cloud

sure you can look back
if it means moving on
and you can take me back
but you must come home
we are both a in maddening cloud

and you can touch me there
just don’t leave me alone
and you can call me softly
when i dream and ask for more
you can slow and fold and mold my mind

and she said
i can’t feel my toes
and she must be alone
and far too cold

and he stares
like he doesn’t see
he must be scared
and far too lost

under and over
we must have glanced
face to face
we’ve had to dance
we’re both in a maddening cloud

sure you can step back
if it means moving on
and you take me back
but you must be alone
you can choke and smoke and rock my mind

anticipation

anticipate and evaluate
what he thought
and what i thought before
you’re broken like me
like me before

dark place is your place
i take dark drive to your place
you’re staring me
you’re staring with your inside eyes

knowing you, knowing me
we’re deeply sorry
you’re broken maybe baby

maybe it didn’t happen
maybe all of this would go away
and if we’re ever young again
he’ll anticipate
we’ll evaluate

doll is mine

mine is an act of love
mine is a wish to solve
and mine is to sink by your side
you are to be amused
and you are never to be confused
in your first love
your first time
why a doll so they tell me
cause she is mine
faith and fully mine
i must say
this love hasn’t changed me
cause i feel fine
faith and fully mine

i must have seen too much skin
much more than i needed to win
and much more than i wanted to dream
i must have felt so much pain
it’s funny how some things do remain
it isn’t true that things do change
isn’t it strange how pain remains
but don’t look sad cause it isn’t sad
now that i have you to myself

melody

she knows i can’t read
she knows i can’t write
but these are the letters from melody
show me how to read
show me how to write
these are the things you can do for me

why did you kill that poor old man, melody
she said, “he was never good to me”
she said, “he was never kind to me”

tell me how she was dressed that day, my melody
don’t show me how she touched her face, my melody
she said, “i would never do it again. give me another chance.”
i said, “why didn’t you come to me? why didn’t you talk to me?”

a cure

everybody knows he is a pleaser
nothing else than just a teaser
teaser of his own faint smile

yes and how he’s so amusing
smiling can be so consuming
and so strange to explain

oh i know how i think i might
have known of you somehow and
what your name was

like any other man in many ways he’s not
like life itself a mystery or two
hey mr. pleaser would you smile for me

yes and how many times he hasn't
spoken just to please not to displease
please her if you please

oh i see how his life resembles
yours and you somehow are like him.

i see i know i’ve been too good for you
you know he’s just like me
pleasing you and now all
you do is wish
i was more and more like him
if so would you consider keeping me
closer i know,

he turns his head and doesn't see you
but when he does he looks to greet you
how are you? good luck!!

so now i call myself a pleaser
this time sitting on a secret
one secret everybody knows

oh i see how
his life resembles yours
and you somehow are like him.

i see i know i’ve been too good for you
you know, you know that he is just like me
pleasing you and now and now
all you do is wish
i was more and more like him
if so would you consider keeping me
closer if so, you know if i was more and more like him
if so would you consider keeping me closer? i know,
i know if i was more and more like him. if so..

loved despite of great faults

you will move
with me we will
stay still and
words will move around us
surround us in gold
and in our world
we will be
silent

you will swim
to me we will
be free
and words will move around us
swim around us
surround us in schools
and in our cool
we'll be reminded

that you refuse to fade away
i hide to stay the same
where do we go from here
i don't know

for me you flower to be chosen
i fall down to be noticed
where do we go from here i don't know

it was a time
a way of life
the only secrets
we talked about
were all the fears
in all these years
we spent together

suimasen

on you i can’t stop you now how to fall how to be and who to buy
where to live and when to lie visible invisible how to be desirable
always you always me except your own defense
no not now no not with myself all i want is to be you all you want is to
be two visible invisible how to be describable always you always me
except your own defense
my last words were not amusing i know but since then i thought
about what i can tell you kindly show you and give you
my head aches just as i speak of you i am not sure i alone each
man to himself like myself i see
this song is you this song is full of you all i want is to be two
this song ...

missile

abstract in your arms as long as you invade all my time as long as only
you will hunger for my luv not any other luv
surround me all around me as long as you make me colour me and you
musn’t pretend … a number for my luv not any other luv
twice the time you act all wrong fetish sober hole iI’m wise
colour of your neck eyes soaked why you all day long
or possess nothing else belong to no one hurt no one else as long as you hold
on and hunger for my luv not any other luv
missile me puncture me as long as you weave me
into your day as long as remain

luv machine

luv machine soft machine wait not forgive me not i’ll wait till it
belongs to me ame still has me freak fake cold old not that way
the other way