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broken


i wanted you to know that
i love the way you laugh
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away...
i keep your photograph
i know it serves me well
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain

cause im broken when im lonesome
and i don’t feel right when you’re gone away

you gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

the worst is over now
and we can breathe again
i wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
there’s so much left to learn
and no one left to fight
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain

cause i’m broken when i'm open
and i don’t feel like i am strong enough
cause i'm broken when i'm lonesome
and i don’t feel right when you’re gone away

cause i’m broken when i'm open
and i don’t feel like i am strong enough
cause i'm broken when i'm lonesome
and i don’t feel right when you’re gone away...

cause i’m broken when i’m lonesome
and i don’t feel right when you’re gone...
you gone away
you don’t feel me here anymore
your gone away you dont feel me here anymore

my immortal


i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave i wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me by your resonating light
now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase


when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
me

bring me to life


how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core where i've become so numb
without a soul (without a soul)
my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back....home

(wake me up)
wake me up inside
(can't wake up)
wake me up inside
(save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(i can't wake up)
before i come undone
(save me)
save me from the nothing i've become

now that i know what i'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(wake me up)
wake me up inside
(can't wake up)
wake me up inside
(save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(i can't wake up)
before i come undone
(save me)
save me from the nothing i've become
bring me to life

(i've been living a lie,there's nothing inside)
bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch
without your love,darling
only you are the life among the dead


(all this time i can't believe i couldn't see)
(kept in the dark but you were there in front of me)
i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
(without a thought, without a voice, without a soul)
don't let me die here
(there must be something more!)
bring me to life

(wake me up)
wake me up inside
(can't wake up)
wake me up inside
(save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(i can't wake up)
before i come undone
(save me)
save me from the nothing i've become
bring me to life

(i've been living a lie, there's nothing inside!)
bring me to life

my last breath


old on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid, oh!
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree(come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black

(say goodnight...)
holding my last breath
(don't be afraid...)
safe inside myself
(calling me calling me as you fade to black)
are all my thoughts of you
(sweet raptured light) it ends here tonight


holding my last breath...
safe inside myself...
are all my thoughts of you...
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight...

holding my last breath...

exodus


my black backpack stuffed with broken dreams
twenty bucks should get me through the week
never said a word of discontentment
fought it a thousand times but now
i'm leaving home

here in the shadows
i'm safe, i'm free
i've nowhere else to go
but i cannot stay where i don't belong

two months pass by and it's getting cold
i know i'm not lost i'm just alone
but i won't cry, i won't give up, i can't go back now
waking up is knowing who you really are

here in the shadows
i'm safe, i'm free
i've nowhere else to go
but i cannot stay where i don't belong

in the shadows
i'm safe, i'm free
i've nowhere else to go
but i cannot stay here

oh, show me the shadow where true meaning lies
so much more dismay in empty eyes

breathe no more


i've been looking in the mirror for so long
that i've come to believe my soul's on the other side
all the little pieces falling shattered
shards of me too sharp to put back together
too small to matter
but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces
if i try to touch her
and i bleed
i bleed
and i breathe
i breathe no more

take a breath and i try to draw from my spirit's well
yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child
lie to me, convince me that i've been sick forever
and all of this will make sense when i get better
but i know the difference
between myself and my reflection
i just can't help but to wonder:
which of us do you love?
so i bleed
i bleed
and i breathe
i breathe no-
bleed
i bleed
and i breathe
i breathe
i breathe
i breathe...no...more

thoughtless


all of my hate cannot be bound
i will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
no you can try to tear me down
beat me to the ground
i will see you screaming

thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
pushing all the mercy down, down, down
wanna see you try and take a swing at me
come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

why are you trying to make fun of me?
you think it's funny?
what the fuck you think it's doing to me?
you take your turn lashing out at me
i want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me

all of my hate cannot be bound
i will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
no, you can try to tear me down
beat me to the ground
i will see you screaming

thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
i'm above you, smiling at you drown, drown, drown
wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
and i'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down

why are you trying to make fun of me?
you think it's funny?
what the fuck you think it's doing to me?
you take your turn lashing out at me
i want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me

all of my hate cannot be bound
i will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
no, you can try to tear me down
beat me to the ground
i will see you screaming

all my friends are gone, they died
they all screamed, and cried

im gonna take you down!
gonna take you down

all of my hate cannot be bound
i will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
no you can try to tear me down
beat me to the ground
i will see you screaming


now, all my hate cannot be bound
i will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
no you can try to tear me down
beat me to the ground
i will see you screaming

you


the words have been drained from this pencil
sweet words that i want to give you
and i can't sleep
i need to tell you
goodnight

when we're together, i feel perfect
when i'm pulled away from you, i fall apart
all you say is sacred to me
your eyes are so blue
i can't look away
as we lay in the stillness
you whisper to me

amy, marry me
promise you'll stay with me
oh you don't have to ask me
you know you're all that i live for
you know i'd die just to hold you
stay with you
somehow i'll show you
that you are my night sky
i've always been right behind you
now i'll always be right beside you


so many nights i cried myself to sleep
now that you love me, i love myself
i never thought i would say this
i never thought there'd be
you

missing


please, please forgive me
but i won't be home again
maybe someday you'll look up
and, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"isn't something missing?"

you won't cry for my absence, i know
you forgot me long ago
am i that unimportant...?
am i so insignificant...?
isn't something missing?
isn't someone missing me?

even though i'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me, not now
though i'd die to know you love me
i'm all alone
isn't someone missing me?

please, please forgive me
but i won't be home again
i know what you do to yourself
i breathe deep and cry out
"isn't something missing?
isn't someone missing me?"


and if i bleed, i'll bleed
knowing you don't care
and if i sleep just to dream of you
i'll wake without you there
isn't something missing?
isn't something...

before the dawn


meet me after dark again and i'll hold you
i want nothing more than to see you there
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before the dawn

if only night could hold you where i can see you, my love
then let me never ever wake again
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before the dawn

somehow i know that we can't wake again from this dream
it's not real, but it's ours

maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before the dawn

heart shaped box


she eyes me like a pisces when i am weak
i've been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
i've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
i wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black

hey! wait!
i've got a new complaint
forever in debt to your priceless advice
hey! wait!
i've got a new complaint
forever in debt to your priceless advice
your advice

man-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath
broken hymen of your highness i'm left black
throw down your umbilical noose so i can climb right back

hey! wait!
i've got a new complaint
forever in debt to your priceless advice
hey! wait!
i've got a new complaint
forever in debt to your priceless advice

your advice

hello


playground school bell rings again
rain clouds come to play again
has no one told you she´s not breathing?
hello, i'm your mind giving you
someone to talk to
hello

if i smile and don´t believe
soon i know i´ll wake from this dream
don´t try to fix me, i´m not broken
hello, i'm the lie, living for you so you can hide
don´t cry

suddenly i know i´m not sleeping
hello, i´m still here
all that´s left of yesterday

taking over me


you don't remember me, but i remember you
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream, and dream i do

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you
to live, to breathe
you're taking over me

have you forgotten all i know, and all we had
you saw me mourning my love for you, and touched my hand
i knew you loved me then

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you
to live, to breathe
you're taking over me

i look in the mirror and see your face
if i look deep enough
so many things inside that are
just like you are taking over

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you
to live, to breathe
you're taking over me


i believe in you
(i believe in you)
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you
to live, to breathe
you're taking over me

haunted


long lost words whisper slowly
to me
still can't find what keeps me here
when all this time i've been so hollow
inside
(i know you're still there)

watching me
wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you
loving you
i won't let you pull me down

hunting you i can smell
you-alive
your heart pounding in my head

watching me
wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
saving me
raping me
watching me


watching me
wanting me
i can feel you pull me down
fearing you
loving you
i won't let you pull me down

everybody's fool


perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame? don't you see me?
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask
where will you hide?
can't find yourself
lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled


it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool

going under


now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
(i'm going under)
don't want your hand this time, i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily, defeated by you
just when i thought i reached the bottom
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
*whispering* (so i don't know whats real and whats not,
so i don't know what's real and what's not
*whispering* (whats real and whats not)
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through


so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under
going under
i'm going under

call me when you're sober



don't cry to me
if you loved me
you would be here with me
you want me
come find me
make up your mind

should i let you fall?
lose it all?
so maybe you can remember yourself
can't keep believing
we're only deceiving ourselves
and i'm sick of the lie
and you're too late

don't cry to me
if you loved me
you would be here with me
you want me
come find me
make up your mind

couldn't take the blame
sick with shame
must be exhausting to lose your own game
selfishly hated
no wonder you're jaded
you can't play the victim this time
and you're too late

don't cry to me
if you loved me
you would be here with me
you want me
come find me
make up your mind

you never call me when you're sober
you only want it cause it's over
it's over

how could i have burned paradise?
how could i - you were never mine

so don't cry to me
if you loved me
you would be here with me
don't lie to me
just get your things
i've made up your mind